I stare across the hall in a shock. It is almost dark but I see the sly winning look again, the creeps are back in me, and a shiver goes down my spine. I again feel an outsider in my own house .. Today I dont run away.. but instead decide to fight back. I want to overcome this fear once for ever..I cant bear to live like this anymore.. I glare and maintan eye contact, but grope around for a weapon.. The vase is what my hand touches..and the weight of it gives me a boost. I surge ahead with a new confidence.. but the intruder stands his ground.. I know I have to act fast, and I know the intruder is now alert..The narrow stream of moonlight shines in from the window.. For a split second, I break eye contact..and look out of it, The intruder takes the bait and the eyes follows me..The distraction is enough, and in the next instant I crash the vase.. Beaten, the intruder fleds ground and jumps out of the window.. And then suddenly I go blind!!!
I have now finally overcome my fear for cockroaches.. and the lights have also come back..Home is home again :-)
PS: In reality I am not afraid of rats/lizards/cockroaches. The slimy ones bring about the above effect for me :-P
I have now finally overcome my fear for cockroaches.. and the lights have also come back..Home is home again :-)
PS: In reality I am not afraid of rats/lizards/cockroaches. The slimy ones bring about the above effect for me :-P